I don’t even know how to feel about this virus, anymore. Yes, I am a pregnant person during a pandemic, but I truly wasn’t panicking, as typically I prefer to panic about things like plane …
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the Avocado within
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Birth / Death
On Tuesday, my cousin Matt Pendergrass suddenly passed away at the age of 42. Here he is doing what he did best (read: Beach Smiling): And today, my Grandpa Joe turns 92. Here he is, …
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Looking Back
I was scrolling back through my year, by which I mean pictures on my phone, in preparation for some sort of 2019 Top 9 type post (mine usually become more like Top 81, as I …
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Chemical Pregnancy
a very early loss of a pregnancy, when the Embryo fails to keep growing option C, when you’d convinced yourself there were only two options: A, pregnant, and B, not pregnant a particularly stinging sort …
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Further and Further Away
I don’t so much have Good dreams or Bad Dreams, I have Worry Dreams, with very simple plots that usually involve me trying to get somewhere important, pushing through sand and time to get there, …
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Say Goodbye to These, Michael
Sometimes you make a cake for a friend because she’s managed to stay alive X amount of years, and it’s the yearly commemoration of her birth, and sometimes you make her a cake because she’s …
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BOOK A CLOWN
I’m back in town, prepping and getting my head in the game for some upcoming IVF hullabaloo, which means blood draws and needle parties and Google panics and that I just bought 47 pounds of …
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I AM HERE (?)
Public Servant opens tonight and sadly I am not there, because I can’t be Everywhere, so I’m across the country wishing it Well. But I dreamt last night that I WAS there, but I was …
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Rachel Held Evans, 37
This remarkable person died last month. I somehow managed to not hear about her until AFTER she died, which still feels absurd to me, as her life’s work was questioning her faith while also living in …
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Who it’s For
HI DO YOU THINK I’M A PLAYWRIGHT WHO DOESN’T READ OR CARE ABOUT THEIR REVIEWS? HI, YOU’RE WRONG. I read them with one eye open, one eye shut to the pain, the other hoping to …