I ask myself these questions: should all of the time I spent the last six weeks baking this myriad of Christmas Cookies for neighbors and friends and husband and self and taking pictures of these cookies and assembling these cookies into cute little boxes ACTUALLY have been better spent being present with my Son? Or is the fact that this is what I love to do a future PRESENT to my son? And is there a third way I could use the word PRESENT? And when can he eat them? Can a cookie be his first food? Can I mash it with milk and serve it to him like to yogurt? And WILL I BE ASKING MYSELF THESE QUESTIONS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFFFFEEEE?